Fire

آری، آری ، زندگی زیباست زندگی آتشگهی دیرنده پا برجاست گر بیفروزیش، رقص شعله اش در هر کران پیداست ورنه، خاموش است وخاموشی گناه ماست سیاوش کسرایی / / / / / Life is like fire, can burns forever. If we turn it on we can see flame dances from far away, other wise its dark and thats our fault.

I'm just writing to remember, how much mooshak helped me out during the thesis writing and specially fixing the writing.
From the time that I went into the bed around 4 o clock, and in his sleep he asked me if i finished the correction and I said didn't work any more, and he asked me why i didn't wake him up to help me!.
and I said I'd not going to wake up at the middle of night to help me fixing my stuff.
and he responded that: the thesis is important for you and is not some thing that happens all the time.....

I found that conversation one of the most romantic talks....

and last night when he was so tired after staying at work till 7, and then he did shopping and had to make food for the day after, which made him very frustrated. It was around 9 o clock that i've asked him a question and he told me that he just start having rest after the long day and he worked on my question till every thing was fixed at 12 and he went to bed.

I should really keep these in mind and appreciate him.
Although I would have done the same thing. Which i think thats the beauty and a miracle of the relationship, that you go out of your way, you break your comfort level to help the other person when they need it.
Hope it would be the same way all the time.

اوایل اردیبهشت

من: چرا سبز ه ات انداختی توی سطل آشغال؟ من امسال سبز ه خودمون را هم گره نزدم, میرفتیم گره میزدیمش مینداختیمش توی آب, شاید بختمون باز بشه.

چپ چپ نگاه ام میکنه.

میخوای- بختت باز شه قبول کن همیشه آشپزی میکنی.

من: عزیزم کاری که با یک سبز ه گر زدن بشه کرد که آدم قول نمیده به جاش هر روز تا آخر عمرش کاری رو بکنه

Labels: Life

Only one month left



Should I start crying or should i go back to work? or go eat some thing so i won't get emotional.!
I knew it when 6 month was left, I tried to write here things I wanted to do and to change, but when I thought alot not so much changeable issue comes to mind.

I'll try to write down even couple of line in the last month

long live

Labels: Life

Does it ever happen to you, that to find a citation for a question you do some research and the answer you get would confirm the the previous study and you do all your results according to that and then later on, you need to check something so you go and look for that citation.
Then not only you can't find that citation or any citation similar to that results but all the paper you find would have a totally different results? and the worst case is when you look at those paper, you will see they all were published in 1940-1970s!



Does it ever happen that you swear to god for yourself that you see something with your own eyes, and they weren't just one or two or three....
and then yourself reply: If you see them where are they?????

Labels: Me and Myself